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We actually know most of the things,results,reasons which will be given later but we hold it in just to see may be may be this time it will not be disappointing or devastating...but choosing colors over black seems a mistake.....my life is always being dark and coming out of it is always a mistake so that is the reason I don leave this darkness completely cuz that's how it is...I can't fight with it..I can't win now....starting today I give up on happiness and going back to old self...not seeing others ignoring existence of people n just moving ahead aimlessly...my heart is always made fool of me this time damage is worse then ever as I was hopeful... humiliating life again....I always said best is yet to come let's change the phrase worse is yet to come...

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I couldn't do anything just saw everything got ruined..I can't share this to anyone,I thought I can stop crying but I cant...I start to remember every single word and it just breaking my heart more. I wish I could just die right here...I wish I could give life to smone who really want to live unlike me...

Start of useless day...I am walking it feels I am not alive anymore...I can't see faces feels everyone is mocking me n laughing at me...it become embarrassing to move out...

Now I wanna disappear enough chances given in this life...its embarrassing n disappointing to step outside the world....I need to find a way soon...