Tuesday 10 July 2012

Kuch bhi likh dia

This post is kinda gibberish but dat is wat i used to think most of the time...

kash hame sochna na padta kaha jana hai aur kya karna hai bus zindagi ko kahi bhi mod dete jaha bhi dil kare..koi hame judge nhi karta...hum bass apni duniya me rahte..no1 eva point us or tell wat is right or wrong..we learn our own lessons and would have differentiate between right n wrong by our own..but u knw na hi ye hamare khabo ki duniya hai aur na hi hum prince ya princess..kyu hamesha ek darr sa lagta hai ki kya hoga aage..ki agar hum careless ya sapno ki duniya me rahe to hum kuch nhi kar payenge...kyu apne raste khud nahi dhoond sakte...subah uthte aur bass chal dete jaha bhi rasta le jaye aur har cheez ko analyze karte...aur in sab baton k beech me aati hai the so called reality...we are nothing..we still need to figure out..what life is like and what we need to experience bla bla bla...n after thinking this much i took a deep breath...what am i thinking..i thought...may be i am a nut case now...but who cares...thoughts n feeling are free and we don't have any control on them... so its better to just let go..har din start hota hai ek nai energy ke sath or mai sochti hu shayad aaj kuch naya karu..kuch aisa jo mujhe sukoon de aur khushi de.. but but i end up with nothing and then feel disappointed about the whole thing...fir bada josh chadta hai nhi today will make a difference to my life and started to register myself for respective consultancies.....aur koi jawab nhi aata....aur fir kya sad sa face leke mirror me dekhti hu khud ko aur kahti hu...wat do you want focus n decide..n fir wahi same thing...began to think...may be ye meri kahani nhi sab hi aisa sochte ho n i thought um d only specie who does all that stupidity....may be  sumday i got to knw wat will i do in life...may be not..