Things i like

Things I like: The smell after rain,baggy sweaters,books you can't put down,making people smile,feeling loved,saying hello to strangers,songs that relate to me,the smell of fresh bread,sleepovers ,hot tea,thunderstorms,saying thing which don't hv any meaning...crazyyy no....

Change i decided for myself

Its been a while that I Have written something here as technology changed in past few years I can now post through my phone sounds like I am talking like being in a time where I was not aware of technology hehe but honestly it's a lot better to be this way too...So let's talk about the huge change in my life...journey of being in love, betrayal,sadness, disbelief.a journey of not relying on people and leaving everythin behind n just dumping life...so sound like a person in depression yes I always sound like a depressed person so far but not anymore there was a time when I was too comfortable in being in pain in denial..life is hell lot better when you learn to accept yourself the way you are.its ok to be sad it's ok to be broken n it's ok to think you are not mentally stable..I used to think I am special I talk to myself I talk to god though he don't reply but it's all different to me n it does make me feel like an alian too..after all those brainstorming moments n motivational stuff bla bla bla n what not....I accepted myself n I want to make myself happy as it's high time for me I have to embrace myself, if I don't embrace myself nobdy will do that for me in future or in present. DECEMBER 2016 to FEBRUARY 2017 it took me 3 months literally to accept I am good enough for this world n for myself just that I was living in different dimension the whole time so let's just chuck it now...left behind everything dark..I now smile laugh n it feels so gud seriously I don't need makeup to look good I just smile brightly to myself n to the world.we can always decide where to stop n start a new life a happy life.